HIV INFECTION AND ITS EFFECTS ON THE EMOTIONS: ANGER AND ENERGY-CAUSES OF DEPRESSION
One cause of depression is a sense of being stuck in a frustrating, disheartening situation. Such situations are everywhere in life. Most people at one time or another must face something which they cannot fix, to which they can only adjust. HIV infection is certainly reason for depression: “One of the worst things about this virus,” said June, “is that you never know what’s coming next. I’m beginning to feel over my head. That’s pretty depressing.” For people facing HIV infection, depression, like anger, is a reasonable response.
Another cause of depression is predisposition: people who have been depressed before their diagnosis might be more likely to be depressed afterward. Another cause is medications. Many of the medications used to treat opportunistic infections and HIV itself can sometimes cause depression.
Alcohol, which is a depressant, is a particularly treacherous cause of depression because it can start a cycle. To feel better about their depressions, people drink, which makes them feel depressed and out of control. So to feel better, they drink some more, get more depressed, and so on and on.
Occasionally, depression may be caused by the virus itself. That is, depression can be a symptom of dementia, a condition that results when the virus enters the brain.
Frequently, depression is caused by unexpressed anger. Anger is hard to express, especially if it is directed at” something as vague as fate, or something as personal as your own body or your behavior. People who do not express such anger either consciously restrain it or unconsciously ignore it. In either case, they unknowingly turn their anger inward on themselves and become depressed.
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